Three years has gone by with you

I love the way you tell me that im ‘lansi’,

and the way you make me laugh like no one else.

I love the way you flipping my hair while you watching tv,

and then kiss on my face.

I just love every single thing you do,

you are just simple adorable, my man.

You’re not a romantic person,

but I do felt the love from the bottom of your soul.

When I first met you,

I feel like I had known you forever.

Over a period of time,

I got to know the real you,

a man so caring and gentle,

shy and talented, with a heart so true.

You have survived your life from the past of hurt and loneliness,

but now I am here for you, and I’ll never leave,

because of the feeling inside my heart.

Time flies like an arrow,
we went through together for 3 years,
and I believe we will hold each other along the path,
from a decade, to another decade.
Meeting you has changed my life,

and I really love you so.
The feelings I feel for you,
I am never letting go.

Happy 3 years Anniversary darling =)

Cooper

就是喜歡牽著你的手

就是喜歡牽著你的手。

记忆•味道

你是否有些味道，能够唤醒你某些记忆?也许是开心，或痛苦。

今天发现爸爸车里换了空气清新剂，发出阵阵熟悉的味道，唤起了一些曾经美好却变得痛苦的回忆。

六年前，我在网上认识了一位网友，是以游戏为主而认识的。见面后，才发觉他也是圈内人。当时是蛮喜欢他的，可是注意一阵子后，发现原来他蛮花心的。他有本钱，车+屋子+事业+帅+有钱。他车里的味道，正正是我爸现在用的味道。画面在脑海里一幕一幕地滑过，在车里吃午餐，在戏院里牵手，在快餐店连机，去他家玩电动，被强吻。在几年前也许我会觉得开心，可是发生了一些事情，让我觉得他很肤浅，更变得目中无人，是我们之间变得更恶劣，最终以绝交结束所有东西。可惜?我觉得不，这种回忆，一次就够了。现在的我，幸福的很。

140113

Last friday (1 week after funeral) I was in my bf house cus next day is the prayer day for uncle, and i have to be there early to help them prepare the stuff. Aunty was told me that my bf didnt sleep the whole night, and they quite worry about him too. After we sitting down in the room, I manage to talk to him. 

C: Aunty told me that you cant fall as sleep last night, how come?

J: I dont know...

C: Aunty said you might not accept that uncle was passed away, and you just keeping everything in your heart.

J:...

C: You may cry if u want to, just release everything out, dont keeping in your heart, is not good for you.

J: Cry also no use, dad is not gonna come back... 

C: Yes I know, we have to accept the fact. I am not worry about aunty and your sister cus i will come to visit them as much as i can, but you are the person that i more worry about, you are not telling everyone and just keeping in your heart.

J:...

C: Just cry, release everything out...

At the moment, he cry finally.

You are not alone, you still got your mum, sister, me and your friends, and you are not alone to take care the house, as i will helping you as well. I just want to let tell you, no matter what happen, I will always be there for you. The house wont be quiet, cus i am the one who will make them laugh again.

Jeev, I will always be there for you, dont worry. I love you.

090113

今天从男友家回来，真的很伤心。某部分原因是男友的爸爸去世了，另一部分是因为看见男友和家人在伤心，哭，我却什么也做不到，只能陪在他们身旁，安慰他们。我真的很想抱住他，好让他大声的哭出来。昨天你在房间检查叔叔的遗物，看见你哭，我却什么也做不到，我很心痛，真的很心痛，想安慰也安慰不了，只能默默的坐在你身旁，想让你知道，不管发生什么事，我都会在你身边，不离不弃，因为，你还有妈妈，姐姐，和我。

给叔叔的话

男友的爸爸在昨天傍晚7点半，离开了人间。收到消息时，我整个人进入迷糊状态，脑袋一片空白，走来走去，像傻子一样，不知该如何是好。到目前位置，我真的不能接受这个事实。我会有如此反应，是因为叔叔当我好像他的干儿子一样，也喜欢和我看玩笑。

给叔叔的话:
叔叔，你还记得吗? 你离开的前几天，我和阿姨才带你去医院做手术后的复诊，你一切看起来并无恙，当天我还帮你推轮椅，还不小心差点撞到墙壁。我买了一个花篮给你，是祝你早日康复的，你喜欢吗? 爱吃猪肠粉的你，说等复原后要和我一起去吃。听你唠叨说儿子女儿不听话，中气十足。听Ryan说昨天早上你还提起我，问我几时来，说我帮你推轮椅。这一切我都很乐意帮忙，可是为什么会这样呢? 你还没有带我去吃好吃的猪肠粉啊，还没带我去sungai petani吃好吃又便宜的华人美食啊，为什么....我们会想念你的，非常非常想念。想念你叫我的名字Coop，想念你和我开的玩笑，想念你阳光般的笑容。希望你能在远方得到安息，我们永远爱你，叔叔。

写到这里，我已经哭到快要崩溃了，无论如何，我会把你好像干爸那样，放在心里。

Cooper                                

假面包裹开箱文

等了那么久，包裹终于到了。


昨天收到包裹。


开大箱，第一层


第二层


箱子里面有这些: WCF, KR Collection vol.1 & 2, SIC, HDM, R/D Tatoba combo 是小盒包裹的。


拆开collection vol.1 & 2 的原封盒，总共有18盒。


第一次买原封盒的模型，原封盒是从出厂到现在都没有开过。


R/D Kamen Rider Tatoba Combo，是在ebay订的，当时有减价，所以价钱比市价便宜，就订了一盒，几天后送来了。

左右两个是朋友给的，1987年制，Bandai品，made in Japan。



全部拆开后，来张大合照。


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