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下午兩點十六分，一人在家裡享受著時間不多的感覺。行李在角落躺著，等待著冒險的滋味。凌亂的電腦桌，卻和思緒一樣。問自己為什麼這樣，在這個時候答案已變得沒有什麼意義了。這樣的午後，好安靜。

給男朋友的話:

我不在的時候，請好好照顧自己，你的媽媽和姐姐。
等我回來。我愛你 J。

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Done online check-in, and waiting my mom to help me squeeze my baju everything into the luggage since she is so expert to pack luggage. 2 more days, i will be flying off to Taiwan alone, and start my adventurous journey for almost half year. Everything are still unknown for me now....I have copy down the way to go to the place after drop down in the airport, my flight is departing at 15 of July 2013 10am and the estimate arrival time will be 2.40pm. I'm scared....and exciting....i dont know....

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Beard, the most sexiest thing on man body. It give an awesome sensation while kissing on mouth or other part of skin.

“People always fall in love with the most perfect aspects of each other’s personalities. Who wouldn’t? Anybody can love the most wonderful parts of another person. But that’s not the clever trick. The really clever trick is this: Can you accept the flaws? Can you look at your partner’s faults honestly and say, ‘I can work around that. I can make something out of it.’? Because the good stuff is always going to be there, and it’s always going to pretty and sparkly, but the crap underneath can ruin you.” 

― Elizabeth Gilbert, Committed: A Skeptic Makes Peace with Marriage

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轉眼間就進入七月了，還有十一天，就要一個人啟程到台灣宜蘭實習半年。相比一些朋友要實習一年的，我似乎幸運些。其實我也沒有實習半年，正確來說應該只有五個月又兩個星期，七月十五日抵達台灣宜蘭，十七號開始實習至十二月三十一日結束。然後下台北逗留個三天當流浪者，再回來馬來西亞。可惜的是，不能和男友慶祝生日和聖誕節，我應該會從那裡寄一些禮物回來給他吧。心情非常複雜，因為我根本不知道我的工作範圍，環境和所有人事物都一概不清楚，希望一切順利。行李日需用品什麼的，還沒開始收拾。

星期五預約了按摩，然後和朋友出去走走。星期日和男友跟他的舊同事去玩卡丁车。之前去探望他朋友的時候，他朋友無意中漏了口風說關於有聚會的事情，什麼樣的聚會，几時的聚會，我不清楚。

Pink Dot 2013 在前幾天圓滿結束了，雖然我沒有出席，可是看照片和影片就能感受到那種開心的氣氛。明年的Pink Dot 2014，一定要和男友去。