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距離上一次更新博客是在半年前，不知道還有沒有人在翻閱。

自從和媽坦誠后，她再也對我沒有什麼疑問了，還幫我擋了不少親戚的‘女朋友’話題。

也因此這樣，我搬回住了20年的老家，以免和任何人發生不必要的爭執。

一個人住，未必是一件壞事，至少能讓我安靜思考。

剛翻回到2010年2月的記錄，題目‘電單車行！’，想起了那時單純，簡單，美好的一段初戀。

事隔六年半，畫面卻好像發生在上個星期，依然感受到那當初的溫暖。

如今，只能說，可惜。

轉眼間快到年末了，今年還沒完成的事有如身體的肥肉，一直堆積著。

我呀，幾時才能去日本啊?

慶幸今年去了熱浪島和蘭卡威島，至少有旅行來放鬆自己。

工作上也沒有太大的變動，領導說會有好消息，叫我期待人事部的電郵。

好久沒有彈鋼琴了，擔心指法開始生鏽，是時候把它搬過來，和我相依為命。

我一直想著該不該買一只狗來陪我，至少我回到家時，有它在等我。

問題是，我去上班了，誰照顧它呢?

聖誕快到了，是時候計劃一下怎樣慶祝了。

晚安

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I didn't expect it to come too fast. I was terrified and my mind just went blank. I still pretending like ignoring what she said to me. I clean the dining table, went to my room, sit down and try to calm down myself, I texted him for advise.

After like 5 mins, I walk to her and request for a talk. We sat down and I started to open up myself. This is the 1st time that I officially came out to my family member, my mom.

We had a long conversation and I told her that this does not involve any of my friend and I have found out myself when I was 15. I don't expect her to accept it immediately, but I just hope that she can understand it slowly which i am not sick, and I am still living as normal people, and I am still her son.

I supposed to feel release after open up to her, but I feel extremely depress now. I just don't want to lose my family, and him.

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If we were still together, happy 5th year anniversary...

Cooper

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If we were still together, Happy Valentine's day.

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A thousand words to say.

Song for you

I have composed a new song for you, as the same, written and music compose by me. I added 3 difference languages in the lyrics included english, tamil, and chinese, and the title of the song is the 1st tamil language you taught me.

Naan Unnai Kadalikiren
Do you remember how you take my breath away,
when you kiss me on the street.
Do you remember how you cross my heart,
I won't let go of your hand.

Oh, even though the sky is crying,
or the road is near the end,

Naan unnai kadalikiren,
I remember every single word you said,
Naan unnai kadalikiren,
you and me,
我和你直到永远.

Do you want to listen the song...?

-Cooper- 09/04/2014

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'Good morning gundu...eh apa sal you bangun sangat awal? go liking my facebook post all.'
'Come come I give you a kiss to give you the nightmare away, mmmmuacks!'

Found this voice record while looking at the conversation history....
replay and replay....

-Your Lansi Boy- 09/04/14